Stars and Love

I really like the music group Stars. They're from Montreal. Your Ex-Lover is Dead is one of my favorite songs.

On another note, I am slowly working here in this space on becoming more positive. Let's think of some things I really like to do with a special someone:

Eat
Beach
Cooking
Dance
Party
Sleep
Watch movies
Read
Drive
Go to new places


All of these are things I have done with her and really loved it.

Part of feeling capable to love is feeling capable to do anything in your life. It's about feeling capable about everything--capable of being happy, feeling secure, having fun, making friends.

I have struggled with these things in the last couple of years, but I have always done very well in all of them! I need to have more faith in my own capabilities and identity. I need to be able to look at people and not feel threatened or insecure of who I am. I do not need to be anyone else. I do not need to be anyone else. I am fine as I am. I am fine as I am. I do not need to be anyone else. I need to remember that I am a great person.

I think a lot of this has to do with being in environments that are different from what I am used to. That's good--it helps me see the diversity and incredible beauty of this world. This I most certainly have experienced. I have also seen a lot of stuff in the last few years that has sort of rocked me. So, how to be secure in who I am in the midst of a lot of challenges? Well, the only way to get around all of this is to:


Alright young brother so you bring alot to the conversation. Hell you are probably in a completely different place now . So I gotta go home but I will say this, you have to do what you have Set out to do, love will drive you crazy, it's the most beautiful feeling ever, and will take you out if you don't check yourself and keep your eyes on the prize. The prize is how are you going to bring your total self to this world. Have some fun , work hard be the guy that we all know and love and ALL will be well.  You are my guy always, maybe we can talk soon.